For too long

It should be someone
who would be
time to notice me,
to ask out on a date
ventilated.
I could be him
woman, man
human. Heart,
another heart.
Longing target,
love in the harbor.

For far too long,
I'm gone
these lonely paths.
I have lost skills
look for another person
to walk beside me.

I have stopped
revaluing myself.
I feel invisible.