Lady of the pain

Christmas would always get a card from you, 
it returns me despair again. 
So, how is heartless, a look back 
raped women love again. 
I'm allergic to the world, 
a rash on her, 
as long as the coffin 
I counted. 
Lady of the pain I say I did the same, 
and scratch my skin again. 
Permissible additive inside of it 
to take some of the lord. 
The memories of you inside me, they 
always rise up from the grave to haunt. 
Until I go again battles 
against them, and I get the pit 
again. In this way the world treats it 
sad child, the pain of not rocking movement.