A woman not a girl anymore

I'm awake now,
I know how to love.
I know what I want,
I am no longer the spring of next flower.
I am ageless mummified,
inside the little girl.
Wisdom is a woman's shoulders getting older.

I lived as a little
a girl can not live,
the body as a veiled woman.
Now I took off out of the veil that,
long longing.

Sometimes I was a doormat of life,
now I appreciate myself a lot more.
Love found me
too late, you found it
great love.
Too late noticed,
that I am a good person.