Stunner interest

My brain desolate words, 
Waiting for the inspiring words. 
Life is today only 
as the dried tears on my. 
I do not cry, I listen only 
blood noise. I fully 
collapsed, I do not see the darkness 
new day great. 
Well, maybe something I write this, 
or maybe I do, all my words 
they are missing. 
Every place has many new friends, 
I still reach out to any of defiance. 
The morning surge of the window, in fact 
intrusive light bursting at the seams. 
Today, I went inside me a hike. 
The inside of my brain just humming silence.