In my heart of gold

I've missed for so long,
too long. too long
listened to the screams from within.
It's been too long,
when someone next to me for a moment stopped,
was left up to me.
Inside there is a nugget of gold,
you need it in your eyes,
reflected in the heart.
I can not describe it in power,
which you guise
my heart twinge.
Joensuu had to break in
january twilight below,
I am hiding in my heart.
Longing cry of a coyote
to hear the full release out to the world.
Is so murky air, sky january
I dig the gold from within
this dark adventure.